Tuesday 23 August 2011

What does "Contact Dermatitis" look like?

This.

Those diseased looking things are my hands. I've been living with that giant red spot on my right hand for at least a year and a half now. The first time I ever experienced this was in the spring of 2010 while I was working as a supervisor at a liquor store. These extremely dry, red, ITCHY, oval-shaped spots showed up on my thumbs. I figured it was due to constantly handling cardboard boxes, and constantly dealing with dust. Maybe an allergic reaction? They were bright red, flakey, and cracking from being so dry. I put heavy duty cream on them and eventually they went away. But then they came back.

I soon noticed that I was developing this huge red spot on the top of my right hand after practices and games. This spot would flare up and go away repeatedly, once again it was dry and so itchy, but I didn't see a doctor about it until months later when I found out I was pregnant and was experiencing a particularly intense flare up. I figured it was possibly a fungal infection from my wrist guards, since they are the Triple 8 "Hired Hands" that I had started using within the last 6 months of this rash showing up. The Hired Hands are comparable to fingerless gloves, so lot's of hand coverage, and I was sure throwing them into the washing machine wasn't likely getting them as clean as I'd like to think. The doctor said it was definitely not fungal, but more of an eczema type thing with a small infection, and she prescribed me a yeast cream. I thought this was strange, as I have no history of eczema and it's rare to be seen in adults, but I was willing to try anything.

Triple 8 Hired Hand wristguards. These gloves are fantastic, but to my skin, an irritant.


The first few days this mildly helped, but fast started to sting when I'd apply it, and the reaction just kept coming back still as strong. I stopped using the cream and eventually the spot calmed down but never went away. I wasn't playing derby anymore, so I attributed it to insane pregnancy hormones. But then the spot came back with a fury, and I developed other patches on my hands while I was working in a tattoo shop as a counter girl. I'd spend much of my time in nitrile gloves while cleaning, and assembling sterilized tubes, which was a huge chunk of every work day.  Not to mention I was washing my hands constantly. My hands would sting after I took off the gloves, and would get extremely dry from washing, and although having hand cream at my desk helped that irritation, it did nothing to completely relieve me.

Elastik brand examination gloves. Powder free, and not latex, but still irritating to my skin.

By this time I knew the constant glove wearing and hand washing was the irritating factor with my hands, but there was nothing I could do for them as I couldn't just stop wearing gloves and washing my hands in a tattoo shop. By the time I went on maternity leave my hands found some relief and calmed down since they weren't in gloves anymore. But going back to Roller Derby practice two weeks after having my daughter, they flared all over again. It's been 3 months since then and as you can see I now have these patches all over my hands, the itch is so intense it keeps me up at night. 

I did some searching online along the lines of "roller derby wrist guard rash" and found a question posted on Yahoo by a fellow roller derby girl describing the exact same symptoms, who wore the exact same wrist guards. I bit the bullet and went to the doctor that same day. Immediately just by looking at my hands he knew right away it was contact dermatitis. I was prescribed a strong steroid cream, and told to wear wool gloves underneath my wrist guards when I wear them, anything to keep the material off of my skin. 

It's been a week and my hands are starting to heal. I have a light scar underneath that will never go away, but they're healing. I had no idea what was wrong for so long and didn't do much to be proactive about it, and I would have given anything to see something like this to give me an idea of what it could be.
 My right hand a week later


If you experience anything like this and think it may be related to your protective gear, try wearing thick gloves/arm-warmers underneath them when you practice and see if that helps. Keep the area clean at all times, and wash your gear after every practice. Something that didn't fix the problem, but helped soothe my skin in the meantime, was using an After Sun aloe spray and using unscented Aveeno cream. And lastly, don't wait to see a doctor, certainly not over a year like I did.

Try these for temporary relief.

Wednesday 10 August 2011

I'M GOING TO TORONTO

Can I just say, 

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

 This pretty much sums up my reaction when my Fiance came home the other day and handed me a piece of paper with my name and "VIP Ticket" printed underneath it.

Why Toronto? For the Roller Derby World Cup but of course! This competition is the first of it's kind in the Roller Derby world. For you non-derby folk, this is basically like the Stanley Cup, on roller skates. Teams from all over the World will be making their way to Toronto, with the competition running from December 1-4.  Tryouts for Team Canada were held across the country from May-July, and with the roster being announced August 5th, I'm super proud and stoked to say my own sister, Gunpowder Gertie from the Belladonnas in Red Deer Alberta, made it!

The World Cup is being hosted by Blood & Thunder magezine.


After getting past my initial,  omg I get to see my sister play! OMG I get to see BONNIE THUNDERS, my hero from Gotham Girls Roller Derby in New York, play! AHHHH!! My second thought was the baby, what about the baby?! To which I was told, "we'll just take her with us".

With us?

On a TWO day drive just to get there? Through the states? In WINTER?! My ecstatic feelings came to a screeching halt and my new mom anxiety kicked in. Simultaneously, the small part of my brain that has remained somewhat sane since childbirth, then took over and said, "why the fuck not?''. I'm constantly having to remind myself that life does not stop just because you had a baby.

I hear from other parents, and people who are just generally terrified of the idea of having children, "Isn't life just SO different now?", or better, "You must barely have time to live your life..". Well no, and no. Childbirth made me realize many new things about myself, mainly what my body was capable of. Hell, I played my first game back to derby when my daughter was just 3 weeks old. I still had stitches! And despite racking up penalties due to 9 months of no gameplay, and getting booted from the game (for the first time EVER) with 30 seconds left, it was a hell of a time and I was so glad I did it.

Jamming, 4 practices under my belt, still carrying 20lbs of baby weight, breast milk, and post-baby stitches. Photo cred: Visual Musings Photography

I'm 21 years old, for the sake of my youth I can't afford to let my life stop! I just now have a beautiful baby girl who makes my life better. When I do something, I make sure to fit her needs into it. And I wasn't robbed of my young life by having a baby, my life is just worth that much more now when she smiles at my silly faces, and shows me that I'm her only comfort when she cries. She gives me an enormous sense of pride and accomplishment every time she does something new. 

 Stopping for "lunch" during the Medicine Hat Chili Cookoff.

Having a child isn't this total life-altering, fun-stopping, bomb-dropping weight on my shoulders. And it shouldn't be, for anyone. You get a rhythm, a solid routine, and you mould your life to fit your childs needs. And if you do it good enough, you make plans for yourself to still have new experiences and have fun doing it. Is this to say it's easy? Not so much. You live your life with less money, and have new priorities, with all the old ones being completely flipped around. But you make it work. So when I want to go out, I take her with me. When I go to Roller Derby practice, she comes with me. And last week when I spent 6 hours in Calgary getting tattooed, the longest I've ever been away from her with no contact whatsoever, she got to have a great day in the city with her Dad.


In the end, we decided that either she'll be babysat by my other sister for the week we'll be gone, or at 7 months old by the time the cup rolls around, she hits the road with us and gets to experience this incredible opportunity too. Am I still a bit nervous about driving on the highway from Alberta to Ontario in prime winter weather? Yeah. But life is all about overcoming hesitations and going ahead with a "do it all" mentality. I can't wait.






For more information on the Roller Derby World Cup, go here:
http://bloodandthundermag.com/WorldCup2011.htm

To donate to Team Canada, helping them get to Toronto, go here:
http://www.teamcanadarollerderby.ca/